What's inside a dream?

I awoke, my perception perished. I longed, amongst what was my silence. Amidst my loneliness I yearned for you the soul I never met but felt embodied too. A tear fell I wiped it away It, just like me felt stray. I understood its pity falling from hurt eyes. Outside my window no stars to make the night. Yet I hear their plea surely they were more lost than me. I felt their burden and sensed they were distant too. Stray stars in another galaxy sorrowful as my fallen tear. I wonder if ever they will be united to enlace as one reality. In skies of hope and love it's where you are and where I aspire to be. It is your smile that is the reason my tears do fall. It is the same smile that wipes them away.

Overwhelmed by excitement his feet followed awaiting path welcoming confusion with a smile shielding the unknown anxiety. It proved unrecognisable to fellow living the ones who are dead inside their unaware ignorance fooling only themselves. If only they had known faith could have spoken a new tongue even for a day then they may not be so fast to condemn and he would pursue to endure. Stepping on the platform it shook only a little but his immaturity was of delight his life shook much more than this. The bars seemed closer now finally in arms reach anticipation filled every detail within his physique. A fulfillment he longed to hold since birth shaking now only from belief. The bars were cold. Should he look back? What would be the gain? Forward is right ahead. Nearing in the passing of time in heights of fear joy is the only replacement. - Timid a girl emerged from sleep empty confusion surrounded her unanswered desire crushing the only love she had e...

She lay there a wakeless vision repeated in nights caress.. Her thoughts controlled her as ever, on forcing her lids shut she may force herself into a dream of visions escaping her nightmare.. Would it make a difference? upon wakening she would need to face up to the reality Isn't reality the real nightmare? A dream is just an illusion after all. Where can a dream take her.. they were her final thoughts as she prepared herself for her life to cave in around her. She wasn't feared by endings.. A bird landed on her window. It did not feel like a dream anymore more like a promise of forever awake never gave her that feeling. Always some distraction controlling her mind from its free spirit. It was there in the blinding of the lights she felt him She focused, her sight seemed powerless She wouldn't need it anyway.. her heart saw him way before her sight ever did. She knew that more than ever now even though the world seemed darker in colour si...

Honour in a melody all that's in my head A reflection of your words amazed all you did and said. Beat in your every move your hope survives in dream obvious remains your talent hidden reality left unseen. Your mind was destined for a far away land where hopes promise is an eternal bliss - My beginning is your touch My ending is your kiss

Forbidden yesterdays little importance keeps my only love alive. A passing yonder awakes leaving the burden to survive. Weightless torment flowing through my veins blinding bright lights is all that remains. Footsteps draw nearer with each walking pace adrenalin pumped uncovering my dark hooded face. The world is moving beneath my feet but I feel still with each heartless beat. Departed from my bodily being since then- It's all I've known re-united with the impossible to leave my soul all alone. Exhaustion creeping forward I'm sailing an endless sea but willing to accept a different forgotten me. Upon an infinite second - hearing a hurry within my breath an ecstasy of parting denominated by - death.

Fall from the sky into my arms Ill hold you tight in love. Pouring down as rainfall flying as a dove.

It will never be again is what makes life that more sweet. Only a timeless chance and paradise is complete. Life is passing talk an ignorant second glance. Stand in line thoughtless stranger as we waltz our final dance.

Had this been a day, I may only value more. started in a loss I'm stripped and standing tore. Had this been a day of tears triumphant fall broken from awaited eyes shame masked and standing tall. Had this never been a day lifeless I would rest emotions still but selfish not conflicting what is best.

To ache is human, as inhaling of ones despair . Its infectious to my wounds only invisible to their colour. Perhaps I feel that lifeless breath I'm hurting underneath this shell - It's hollow.

An encounter with an image shone upon me so bright. The vision of such beauty conflicting with the light. I can't restrain this passion that fires within my heart familiar to my soul his ending was just the start. This star allured my thoughts a fragment of his appeal. Resting within the heavens the only thing thats real.

A troubled mind isn't hard to find, beyond the beauty scene depths of mind discolours green. Grasping tight within the palm of a hand, eases the image of a hopeful land. Final falls in a settling dim, in the blow of a candle unveiling sin.

You bring to me serenity and ease my uncapable mind, not realising that in my powerless realm of devastation there is light, and you stand there. Im stripped of nerves as you bring to me a familiar closeness that fills my voided heart, as though I never lost you, the reason I was born to live.

Beneath the room it hangs sheak, gazing through tinted glass stranger stands weak. A colour safe of world Its texture simply bleak. Beam of sun reflects- it stings. noise of a bouncing rhythm- it rings. Alien to a world of content - a lifeplan of this is not what was meant. Envy the reason glass did break uncovering an empty body - it's vacant to take. Scattered pieces at her feet they cutt deep, and I weep.. I see she...she is me.

Broke of past awake at pain fear of slumber a hurting shame All is real in worlds of hope tormented day is long to cope.

Dark, a friend of my own bright Battle outwinning mundane light. Difference held out its touching caress Body lifeless of generic is best. Confidence reaking through its will until all else proves silence and still. Evoke a thought within your mind arrest it prisoner only you can find. Another can only dismay whats true Ignorant of truth- aware deep in you.

I sleep as a rose - inhaling your fragrance dear I sleep as a rose - your petals falling ever near I sleep as a rose - deep as the colour red I sleep as a rose - in bloom not dead.

Awe in wonder of times elapse detaching myself from normality. only to find stillness creeps within my reach and leaves me in the present. Confused in anguish and wondering thoughts of how it used to be in a time when I flew free.

You perform tonight they watch. words would just be ignorant. this sight of beauty dreamlike.. watchers believe their sight fools them. Heaven gatheres tonight familiar faces of past unknown people by the second. And finally.. ''You are not alone'' as Behind the moon there is a place where everyone is happy.

Little bird of beauty sings to me each day, never fails to appear just as he did say. Only one thing in return simple as I do write - ''Listen to my tune'', of this a beauty sight. ''Listen to my tune'', as I sang to you - tonight.

To think hollow unending mind, minutes gone by before me. Returning a definite never, a certain creation of new birth. Only to bury a flicker of a memory, that once burned so bright, on that night- everything proved real.

Not knowing is an eternity neither of us can see knowing feels even further of what will never be. Left standing in a hallway crowded but all alone waiting to be taken to a place where I feel home. Its be a busy scene An emotional dream Its easier to be deaf of prayer. leaves fall free Insult of my plea Its familiar I was already there.

Further in miles closer in mind hearts to unite bodies to unwind. Stranger of my dream awaken my sense flow deep inside me relieving all tense. Capture the scene freeze my dream...awake.

The frame wooden, It honours your face. there is your smile, my honoured token. I'm lost in the past, feared of been awoken. An invisible spirit, I feel you surround me now, shield me , my conscious explores- unharmed. disturbed of this fantasy a void rains in replace rips apart my souls embrace- The void is time, it vanishes your face.

The Stars are bright in the sky tonight, they shine like a thousand beams, In your arms I cling to you,  you are the only one in the world,it seems. Lying there I cant help but hear your hearts every beat, A Rhythm that sings to me,  my life is now complete.

It stung like poison poured through each vein, Take me where you are ,leave my shell as proof to remain.. what used to be but is no more my very existence I chose to ignore.. Emotionless my blood flows through me Exchange it for a soul that flies freely Let me smile again let me dance inside let you live on in me like you never died.. If on waking I see you there I know then there is heaven ,ill go . I will not care take me by the hand, brush away my tear.. let me linger in your smell where there was pain and fear have you forgotten what its like our silly playful ways why have u left me here , just endless empty days... your words 'of course' ringing in my ear keep your promise , take me with you dear

I can almost see you smile In the shadows of my mind, Bringing to me the peace I have struggled so hard to find. I can almost hear your voice Telling me "Be not saddened nor afraid, Just remember all the good, How we loved and laughed and played". I can almost feel your touch Wiping away my every tear As I stand among my shattered dreams Letting me know you are still near.

Ink of a broken heart listen to it drip, Siren of a beat you can almost hear it skip. Stand still-frozen, unknown to passer-by Cry at nightfall, close your eyes and die I tried to think and reason, to accept what has been set, but all I keep returning is lost hope and regret. Nothing is my answer no matter how many times I shout, Everything was my question, but now just unknown doubt. If I remove my heart will the numbness disappear? No, It wont make a difference as you are still not here.

Lost in a warp of uncertainty, A seemingly bottomless pit, A circle of fear, It seems beyond near, A quenched candle, Its no longer lit.

Tears forever drowning, On a dark and gloomy path. Hope forever dreaming, On a cloudy mist filled bath. Yesterday reality was the present, Tomorrows hopeless mind. Forever can be never, Its the change only you can find.

Did you ever watch the sunset rise over the pale blue sky, a disc so serene and bright, where all your cares disappear behind that cloud, masked behind a shield of despair to bring forward the night... A scene so rear a longing to frame, something so simple .... it brings warmth through my soul, love to my name.. A nature that cannot be tarnished, What could be more right.. No human can destroy its beauty, No human can destroy how I feel at this sight.. A predator may try to disturb my path, but its reflection floats along my sea, never to be taken from me, Its my long awaited perfect sun, Enemy run .....run......run... Did you ever watch the sunset rise over the pale blue sky, a disc so serene and bright, where all your cares disappear behind that cloud, masked behind a shield of disappear to bring forward the night...

Pierced by a thorn the scar leaves a mark, a past so dreary and damp.. A spider trails along her pale complexion, in search for a light switch among the dark... Her cries long and pitched, that of memory of days far gone, nearer in emotional then physical being.. not by choice.. If only a passer-by heard her pleading, moan full song... It was the right choice answers back her state of mind.. Burden was bared and worn out before its defeat, Her cries so loud in spirit why did they appear a mute to ignorant souls... If only for this she could have been saved before the sweeping tide ...

He captured my heart, that of the Sahara sun, the envy of Arctic foe.. for behold he was my sunrise glow.. A lake begins to tell my story, as in rows...swans they float, can only but remind me of my love... in tune with that of a birds sweet note. Hidden for years, discreet as an owl hidden from the day.. only as in awe and fear of what the people might say.. Oh but the heart is in its chamber, locked up deep inside,with no key. What no great explorer, what no marvel scientist can see... For bearing this secret is a wave in its tide, was the day only I , Myself realised, It was the day that he died..

Hospital a Reality, Its counter we bound with the tightest band. For facing up to tragedy, works alongside facing up to religion when a crisis crosses our path. A path we can only imagine in the distance, A distance so far we lose track and forget the world is round.

Love lends its colour to the dove, A dove that brings peace to loves own name. Love can mute an enemy, A lion within can suddenly become tame. Love- hits you faster then light.. It shames the morning sunset Love-brightens darkest of night. Alas.. Love can punish before it gives... Real love can take practice beyond years.. Love-causes ears to hear nothing but love.. Can be blamed for the weeping of eyes of a thousand tears. Real love-Grab while you have it, never let go.. Real love- Its a certainty, with it will bring, never a no.

Footprints in my heart walking day by day Footprints in my heart that will never go away Sometimes they take baby steps, more times they take a leap... Footprints in my heart, throdding in my sleep. They say I need to walk before I can run... but how long will it take before its done...

The Clock ticks ,days run into its week , A Minute lost, another moment Kept. Times broke.. Not something that u nor I can mend. Something remains infinite. Its my best friend. First sign of day out pops the bright, Last sign of night,a descending moonlight, Her laughter lingering long after shes gone, It plays in tune like that of a song. Time Can cause infliction a dark hooded omen , A lady of the night … A long streak lady her cries can be moaning, All outdone-as I Clasp on to something so rear. A dove -its whiteness sheik and represented through her blond hair. The clock ticks, days run into its week , Love does not spoil… find can only turn found when u seek. Shes my oar- I'm ready to travel life as one big sea , The wave and tide are going to shy away from me. These words - only letters on a blank Paper, Their meaning- a foreign way of a message unspoken loaded ammunition.-a Sacred time bomb from an army of 1000 men … Do not come close to such a rear friend I have in my best ...

An impact lasts a lifetime, One moment and it reached my core. That great impact Ill name ''An Angel'' as this world is non-deserving Her presence I could only but adore. Her tone resembled a whisper, Its meaning a pleading roar, Her similarities, her presence, Her poetry -A faith I cannot ignore. As she stares out her window I cannot help but wonder How outside the brightest sun Can hide the loudest thunder.

Clouds covering my Soul, Clouds of tears, Their lining hope and worry, Happiness Black as Coal

Alone She hides, Comfort she finds... In a Phantoms mask of steel.... Her Feelings jumbled,remain distraught, her missing puzzle piece for life she sought. A tarnished trophy was not her dream, A skip of a heartbeat echoes... Its within her hollow ears. This a laughing devious Jester reminding her of what could have been... At Night she restfully ponders whats in store..she bears... In the dusk she shall stand proud and rise... Inside.. she dies...

She is gone, no point of return the headlights do not glare in her favour, A fortune teller her name he blasts causing me to question, if there was a person beneath that shell... that shell that broke.. the day she chose to be other wise engaged in everything but.. but..when i needed her most.. Her pieces shatter.... there will be no-one to pick them up.

The darkness mirrors me a dreary soul without arms they reach out in search of hope but nothing is there, they cannot see. Nights arrival through the Day, Its here and forever it will stay. a bruised thought it will not part locked inside a fragile heart. Threats come forward, heartstrings will bound, evils sniggering hate circling around. breathing different Air both in tune with ones despair.

Lustful thinking hold it as a sin, In the palm of the hand it grows , Surroundings shrink to a dim. In an insecure mind rambles the thought, Follow it through another chance wasted, Its the Life that you sought. You'll grow old.. time wont stay still for your plea, Never to grasp the feeling of happy, secure. Time doesn't wait , embrace, lust free.

Lastnight I dreamed a dream, When I woke I asked God Why??? Why he didnt leave me dream, A Place where I didnt have to say good-bye. This I recieved as a reply.... ''Because an angel longed for you to hug him but not for you to die'' Please give that angel a special place in heaven God, as in my dream I recieved a warm embrace.. I knew it only too well... that of my friend.. who disapeared before I saw his face..

He embarked on his flight so long and tearful through the night In a cottage high up in the hill his shadow draped over a window sill New land clutching new promise, - or maybe broken dream, who are we to judge, what new may seem. He has left demon to burn, in pits of desire, how long before shadow melts in the fire.... n.e.v.e.r.

My mind is a cloud filled mist above the skies, Its raindrops are measured in miles. The nights twilight dark as sin, Inhale my raindrops taste their dim. Step inside into my night, Never a solution Never a Light.