What's inside a dream?

The Stars are bright in the sky tonight, they shine like a thousand beams, In your arms I cling to you,  you are the only one in the world,it seems. Lying there I cant help but hear your hearts every beat, A Rhythm that sings to me,  my life is now complete.

It stung like poison poured through each vein, Take me where you are ,leave my shell as proof to remain.. what used to be but is no more my very existence I chose to ignore.. Emotionless my blood flows through me Exchange it for a soul that flies freely Let me smile again let me dance inside let you live on in me like you never died.. If on waking I see you there I know then there is heaven ,ill go . I will not care take me by the hand, brush away my tear.. let me linger in your smell where there was pain and fear have you forgotten what its like our silly playful ways why have u left me here , just endless empty days... your words 'of course' ringing in my ear keep your promise , take me with you dear

I can almost see you smile In the shadows of my mind, Bringing to me the peace I have struggled so hard to find. I can almost hear your voice Telling me "Be not saddened nor afraid, Just remember all the good, How we loved and laughed and played". I can almost feel your touch Wiping away my every tear As I stand among my shattered dreams Letting me know you are still near.

Ink of a broken heart listen to it drip, Siren of a beat you can almost hear it skip. Stand still-frozen, unknown to passer-by Cry at nightfall, close your eyes and die I tried to think and reason, to accept what has been set, but all I keep returning is lost hope and regret. Nothing is my answer no matter how many times I shout, Everything was my question, but now just unknown doubt. If I remove my heart will the numbness disappear? No, It wont make a difference as you are still not here.

Lost in a warp of uncertainty, A seemingly bottomless pit, A circle of fear, It seems beyond near, A quenched candle, Its no longer lit.

Tears forever drowning, On a dark and gloomy path. Hope forever dreaming, On a cloudy mist filled bath. Yesterday reality was the present, Tomorrows hopeless mind. Forever can be never, Its the change only you can find.

Did you ever watch the sunset rise over the pale blue sky, a disc so serene and bright, where all your cares disappear behind that cloud, masked behind a shield of despair to bring forward the night... A scene so rear a longing to frame, something so simple .... it brings warmth through my soul, love to my name.. A nature that cannot be tarnished, What could be more right.. No human can destroy its beauty, No human can destroy how I feel at this sight.. A predator may try to disturb my path, but its reflection floats along my sea, never to be taken from me, Its my long awaited perfect sun, Enemy run .....run......run... Did you ever watch the sunset rise over the pale blue sky, a disc so serene and bright, where all your cares disappear behind that cloud, masked behind a shield of disappear to bring forward the night...

Pierced by a thorn the scar leaves a mark, a past so dreary and damp.. A spider trails along her pale complexion, in search for a light switch among the dark... Her cries long and pitched, that of memory of days far gone, nearer in emotional then physical being.. not by choice.. If only a passer-by heard her pleading, moan full song... It was the right choice answers back her state of mind.. Burden was bared and worn out before its defeat, Her cries so loud in spirit why did they appear a mute to ignorant souls... If only for this she could have been saved before the sweeping tide ...

He captured my heart, that of the Sahara sun, the envy of Arctic foe.. for behold he was my sunrise glow.. A lake begins to tell my story, as in rows...swans they float, can only but remind me of my love... in tune with that of a birds sweet note. Hidden for years, discreet as an owl hidden from the day.. only as in awe and fear of what the people might say.. Oh but the heart is in its chamber, locked up deep inside,with no key. What no great explorer, what no marvel scientist can see... For bearing this secret is a wave in its tide, was the day only I , Myself realised, It was the day that he died..

Hospital a Reality, Its counter we bound with the tightest band. For facing up to tragedy, works alongside facing up to religion when a crisis crosses our path. A path we can only imagine in the distance, A distance so far we lose track and forget the world is round.

Love lends its colour to the dove, A dove that brings peace to loves own name. Love can mute an enemy, A lion within can suddenly become tame. Love- hits you faster then light.. It shames the morning sunset Love-brightens darkest of night. Alas.. Love can punish before it gives... Real love can take practice beyond years.. Love-causes ears to hear nothing but love.. Can be blamed for the weeping of eyes of a thousand tears. Real love-Grab while you have it, never let go.. Real love- Its a certainty, with it will bring, never a no.

Footprints in my heart walking day by day Footprints in my heart that will never go away Sometimes they take baby steps, more times they take a leap... Footprints in my heart, throdding in my sleep. They say I need to walk before I can run... but how long will it take before its done...

The Clock ticks ,days run into its week , A Minute lost, another moment Kept. Times broke.. Not something that u nor I can mend. Something remains infinite. Its my best friend. First sign of day out pops the bright, Last sign of night,a descending moonlight, Her laughter lingering long after shes gone, It plays in tune like that of a song. Time Can cause infliction a dark hooded omen , A lady of the night … A long streak lady her cries can be moaning, All outdone-as I Clasp on to something so rear. A dove -its whiteness sheik and represented through her blond hair. The clock ticks, days run into its week , Love does not spoil… find can only turn found when u seek. Shes my oar- I'm ready to travel life as one big sea , The wave and tide are going to shy away from me. These words - only letters on a blank Paper, Their meaning- a foreign way of a message unspoken loaded ammunition.-a Sacred time bomb from an army of 1000 men … Do not come close to such a rear friend I have in my best ...

An impact lasts a lifetime, One moment and it reached my core. That great impact Ill name ''An Angel'' as this world is non-deserving Her presence I could only but adore. Her tone resembled a whisper, Its meaning a pleading roar, Her similarities, her presence, Her poetry -A faith I cannot ignore. As she stares out her window I cannot help but wonder How outside the brightest sun Can hide the loudest thunder.

Clouds covering my Soul, Clouds of tears, Their lining hope and worry, Happiness Black as Coal

Alone She hides, Comfort she finds... In a Phantoms mask of steel.... Her Feelings jumbled,remain distraught, her missing puzzle piece for life she sought. A tarnished trophy was not her dream, A skip of a heartbeat echoes... Its within her hollow ears. This a laughing devious Jester reminding her of what could have been... At Night she restfully ponders whats in store..she bears... In the dusk she shall stand proud and rise... Inside.. she dies...

She is gone, no point of return the headlights do not glare in her favour, A fortune teller her name he blasts causing me to question, if there was a person beneath that shell... that shell that broke.. the day she chose to be other wise engaged in everything but.. but..when i needed her most.. Her pieces shatter.... there will be no-one to pick them up.

The darkness mirrors me a dreary soul without arms they reach out in search of hope but nothing is there, they cannot see. Nights arrival through the Day, Its here and forever it will stay. a bruised thought it will not part locked inside a fragile heart. Threats come forward, heartstrings will bound, evils sniggering hate circling around. breathing different Air both in tune with ones despair.

Lustful thinking hold it as a sin, In the palm of the hand it grows , Surroundings shrink to a dim. In an insecure mind rambles the thought, Follow it through another chance wasted, Its the Life that you sought. You'll grow old.. time wont stay still for your plea, Never to grasp the feeling of happy, secure. Time doesn't wait , embrace, lust free.

Lastnight I dreamed a dream, When I woke I asked God Why??? Why he didnt leave me dream, A Place where I didnt have to say good-bye. This I recieved as a reply.... ''Because an angel longed for you to hug him but not for you to die'' Please give that angel a special place in heaven God, as in my dream I recieved a warm embrace.. I knew it only too well... that of my friend.. who disapeared before I saw his face..

He embarked on his flight so long and tearful through the night In a cottage high up in the hill his shadow draped over a window sill New land clutching new promise, - or maybe broken dream, who are we to judge, what new may seem. He has left demon to burn, in pits of desire, how long before shadow melts in the fire.... n.e.v.e.r.

My mind is a cloud filled mist above the skies, Its raindrops are measured in miles. The nights twilight dark as sin, Inhale my raindrops taste their dim. Step inside into my night, Never a solution Never a Light.